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This is the last show... [20 Jul 2005|01:14am]
[ music | maggie way - pietasters ]

my birthday is in 2 days. (yay?) i dont really wanna be 18. i dont feel it at all. i dont really give a fuck that its my birthday. im not expecting much. in fact im pretty sure i already have everything that im getting for it. (thank you mom and dad, even though you dont read this [thank the lord]) phil g is also getting me the bob marley shirt that says original rudeboy. that totally kicks major ass man. i guess i give my parents alotta slack. i really shouldnt. they r good to me, or at least they do the best they can. (beware: corny sentence ahead) having leigh as my girlfriend and being happy is good enough of a birthday present. better than anythign money can buy. unless money could buy me large amounts of talent or immortality, but i dont think it can. people have to be born with the traits of a deity. take phil g, koala, and uncle jerry for example. schrome and the guys wanna have a guys night out for my birthday. lol. im ready man. im guessing that that is going down saturday cuz thats the last day phil g can participate. friday ill prolly have to hae dinner with my parents or something then ill prolly wanna hang out with leigh and friends, if they wanna. i hate work. especially cuz i gotta work wednesdaya nd thursday. whoooo. and either sat or sun. rawk on muhfucka. i absolutely loathe my job...and i absolutely loathe lj and myspace. that is where the title of this entry comes in. i am not gunna update this fuckin thing in a while. so fuck yall, all yall, if yall dont like me, blow me.

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in case you get bored and uncle jerry isnt answering your prayers [19 Jul 2005|01:21am]
[ music | that bug bit me - mighty mighty bosstones ]

1. Am I attractive?
2. Am I sweet?
3. Am I crazy?
4. Am I lovable?
5. Am I a psycho?
6. Am I funny?
7. Am I mean?
8. Am I a good person?

Would You...

9. Hug me?
10. Miss me if I was gone?
11. Listen to my problems?
12. Be a good friend?
13. Ever go out with me?
14. If you already have...would you do it again?
15. Kiss me?
16. Marry me if you could?
17. Tell me something that you’ve never told me before?

How Well Do You Know Me

18. When's my birthday?
19. What's my favorite food?
20. Do I have any siblings?
21. Who do I love?
22. Who is my best friend/friends?
23. What's my favorite band?
24. What's my favorite type of music?
25. What's my favorite T.V. Show?
26. What's my favorite song?

Who Am I

27. What famous person would I most enjoy meeting?
28. What song would you dedicate to me?
29. What famous person do I most resemble?

If You Could

30. Give me a new name...What would it be and why?
31. Get me with a guy/girl(like boyfriend/girlfriend) who would it be?
32. Do one thing with me...What would it be?
33. Drop me one piece of advice...What would it be?

Just A Few Questions

34. What do you love about me?
35. What do you hate about me?
36. What is my best quality?
37. If you could change one thing about me...What would it be and why?
38. What is your honest opinion of me?
39. what did you think of me when you first saw/met me?
40.do you still think that about me?

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[19 Jul 2005|12:47am]
[ music | dub 56 - toasters ]

hail jerry, his beat red face, koala loves thee, when toothless art thou, you become an evil man, and good you turn when you put your fake tooth in, holy jerry, cleanser of cod, may the wings be winners, now that the lockout has come to an end,

in the name of phil g, koala, and the uncle jerry,

AMEN

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do the dog, not the donkey [14 Jul 2005|02:40pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | too much too young - specials ]

its been a month and i am happy. uncle jerry truly did bless me. koala figured out that uncle jerry is also evil when he is missing the fake tooth. cheetahs fly in my pants. goodnight tonight for i work and i wanna die cuz i hate work. poo on my shoe, its up to you, a cheetah flew into some goo. ok, im done...i swear. why are you still reading? i love hanson. mmmbob whutchamha duuuwap. lalallala mmmbop looneytoonies duuuwap.

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everybody's doin the fish, yeah, yeah, yeah (you better) everybody's doin the fish, yeah, yeah, yeah [09 Jul 2005|12:00am]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | reel big fish ]

the reel big fish concert was tonight and let me say, it was A-W-E-S-O-M-E. so awesome. it was radical. man i had shitloads of fun with schrome, phe, koala, sheila, and dave. bought a new shirt (rbf baby) and found at least 5 guitar picks and gave em all except one away. got a poster and had the band sign it (all except for matt wong ;;) got aaron barret (my favorite living person) to sign the pick i kept for myself. i also conversed with various band members and lemme tell you, i love em all dammit. i made aaron laugh and i had a nice convo with him, lol. and i was lauging my ass off cuz dan was fuckin hilarious and scott is, well, a dork, but we love him nontheless. tomorrow is davies grad party and sunday is cheese soups. so that means im busy bitches. i also miss my "booh" (sp? i dont speak ebonics and i fuckin loathe that word but cannot stop using it) and its only been like a day. i will live however.im not shaving my bear until friday the 15th. lol. i wanna experiment to see how it grows in. 2 concerts down this summer and at least 2 more. the warped tour, which gets worse every year, and teh ska is dead tour 3(yayayayayayayay). possible weezer with the foo fighters also and an rbf tour in teh fall according to aaron. also i would enjoy seeing the dead and teh allman brothers. but idk if the dead are coming and i dont really have money foer allman brothers. anyway im out. i need to sleep on my puma

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its time that we face it [07 Jul 2005|04:45pm]
"Let's Face It"

It's so hard to face that in this day and age
Somebody's race could trigger somebody's rage.
And somebody's preference can drive some total stranger
To make somebody, somehow feel the wrath of their anger.
Why were we put here?
What for? We're unsure.
We sure weren't put here to hate
Be racist, be sexist,
Be sure we won't stand for your hate.
Why so cut and dry? A simple concept missed.
Give tolerance a try, this confusion still exists.
Ignorant mongers, no area's gray.
Couldn't be any wronger in this age and day.
Why were we put here?
What for? We're unsure.
We sure weren't put here to hate.
Be racist, be sexist, be bigots
Be sure we won't stand for your hate.
Now how far have we come?
How come there are still some who won't let some march
To the beat of a different drum?
To face it, it's so hard, you must be on your guard.
It's not okay and you're not free to be a different way.
Let's try to erase it, it's time that we face it.
If we don't, then who will?
Shame on us.
Let's try to erase it, it's time that we face it.
Let's face it, the time is upon us.
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[03 Jul 2005|11:50pm]
so, i guess it is pretty much final. my grandparents are moving (probably to florida) and are going to be selling their house. i dont know what i will do. it was basically my home. my 2 best friewnds live on the same block and i have an abundance of good friends on teh area i.e. phe, jon, joel, shiela, jordan, ktg, etc. not to mention my girlfriend leigh. i will still be able to manage but it will be a killer on my gas tank. but me and dave figured out a way to do it i think. i would rather not talk about why my grandparents are moving because it disgusts me, but all i have to say is "why the fuck didnt you buy the Powers's house mrs. ciambella?" what i dont understand is why there4 is so much hatred in this world. i never will. i hate it. yes thats quite hypocritical cuz i want there to be no hatred, but i dont give a fuck, i can never like it. argh. i will manage though. life goes on. i cant let something like this ruin my life, because it cant.
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floor [25 Jun 2005|02:05am]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | peaches - presidents of the usa ]

411 on You

Created by peekxuhxboo and taken 48 times on bzoink!

Simple You
Name?steve
Gender?of none
Age?17
Birth Date (Month and Day)?july 22
Heritage?italian and irish
Religion?agnostic
School you go to?oakland u
Grade?college
You Drive?a car. this question would be better if it stated: "do you drive?"
Car you Drive?buick centuryy
Sports You Do?roller hockey
Single/Taken?taken
Favorite
Color(s)?red
Show(s)?comedy central
Movie(s)?star wars, lotr, anchorman, super troopers
Friend(s)?mike, koala, dave, larry, schrome, mark, sheila, leigh, and others
Food(s)?spaghetti and fries
Type of Music?ska, reggae, and rock
Band(s)?sublime, chili peppers, weezer, bob marley, grateful dead, reel big fish, streetlight manifesto, bosstones
Singer(s)?bob dylan, stephen lynch
Drink(s)?coca cola
Sport(s)?hockey
Actor(s)?johnny depp
Actress(s)?natalie portman
Extra
See Life in 10 Years from Now?pickin my ass under a bridge in downtown los angeles
Goals for the Year?to become a cactus that contracts syphilis at will
Extra 411 on yourselfi believe i can fly

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this was fun and i guess true [23 Jun 2005|02:16pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]
[ music | tomas kalnoky ]

write your answers down on a sheet of paper..then look at the answers

1. Write the name of a person of the opposite sex.
2. Which is your favorite color out of red,black, blue, green, yellow?
3. Your first initials.
4. Your month of birth?
5. Which color do you like more, black or white?
6. Name of a person of the same sex as yours.
7. Your favorite number?
8. Do you like California or Florida more?
9. Do you like the lake or the ocean more?
10. Write down a wish. (A realistic one).
WHEN YOU'RE DONE, SCROLL DOWN
(DON'T CHEAT)
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THE ANSWERS
1. You are completely in love with this person.
2. If you choose:
Red - You are alert and your life is full of love.
Black - You are conservative and aggressive.
Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back.
Blue - You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love.
Yellow- you are a very happy person and give
good advice to those who are down.
3. If your initial is:
A-K You have a lot of ...love and friendships in your life.
L-R You try to enjoy your life to the maximum and your ...love life is soon to blossom.
S-Z You like to help others and your future love
life looks very good.
4. If you were born in:
Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you ...fall in love with someone totally unexpected.
April-June: You will have a strong ...love relationship that will not last long but the memories will last forever.
July-Sep: You will have a great year and will experience a major life changing experience for the good.
Oct-Dec: Your ...love life will not be too great, but eventually you will find your ...soul mate.
5. If you chose...
Black: Your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard at the time but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.
White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.
6. This person is your best friend.
7. This is how many close friends you have in your lifetime.
8. If you chose:
California: You like adventure.
Florida: You are a laid back person.
9. If you chose:
Lake: You are loyal to your friends and to your love. And you arevery reserved.
Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please people.
10. This wish will come true only if you
RE-POST THIS BULLETIN in your journal within one hour, and it will come true before your next birthday.

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that'll be the day [23 Jun 2005|12:50am]
[ mood | gassy ]
[ music | that'll be the day - streetlight ]

and it's too late to leave this life behind
everybody's speaking using words they can't define
and it's not my choice but i embrace it nonetheless
you brag of your indecency like a monkey beats its chest
you brag of your indecency like a monkey beats its chest

and i don't care who you are or what you've done
everybody equals out when all the songs are sung
we will sing them loud and we will sing them until we pass
you're shattering our innocence like a bullet through a glass
you're shattering our innocence like a bullet through a glass

so hey: i don't care if you go now or if you stay
oh your back is bleeding, you're bleeding on me
that'll be the day when the sun falls down
the angels may weep but i'll hear no sounds but hey

i take that back i won't stop singing when i'm dead
i'll sing from the great beyond, i will echo in your head
and if you think taking your life will set you free
you've got something to learn, it's called humility
you've got something to learn, it's called humility

so hey: i don't care if you go now or if you stay
oh your back is bleeding, you're bleeding on me
that'll be the day when the sun falls down
the angels may weep but i'll hear no sounds but hey

gone! everybody's crying
now you're gone
and everybody's missing you: from apathy to sympathy
this new found love is new to me
and i can hear you laughing in your grave
everyone's forgiven
now we're saved
every single sin absolved
what's the point denying
when we all know we are lying to ourselves (and you can't keep that smile off your face)

hey: i don't care if you go now or if you stay
oh your back is bleeding, you're bleeding on me
that'll be the day when the sun falls down
the angels may weep but i'll hear no sounds but hey

hey: i don't care if you go now or if you stay
oh your back is bleeding, you're bleeding on me
that'll be the day when the sun falls down
the angels may weep but i'll hear no sounds but hey

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[20 Jun 2005|12:41am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | toxic toast - mmbt ]

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:steve
Birthday:july 22, 1987
Birthplace:las angeles, ca
Current Location:shelby twp, mi
Eye Color:frog
Hair Color:cactus
Height:syphilis
Right Handed or Left Handed:righty tighty
Your Heritage:wop / irish
The Shoes You Wore Today:2 boats
Your Weakness:a hell of a hat
Your Fears:me
Your Perfect Pizza:fried lizard legs and fresh tatoos
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:sharpest mother fucker in the joint
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:lol
Thoughts First Waking Up:who is that next to me? grandma?!?!
Your Best Physical Feature:idk man, me as a whole
Your Bedtime:whenever
Your Most Missed Memory:younger days without responsibiliy
Pepsi or Coke:coke all the way
McDonalds or Burger King:bk
Single or Group Dates:as long as im with leigh i would be happy
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:nesquick
Chocolate or Vanilla:choco
Cappuccino or Coffee:id rather eat shit
Do you Smoke:nopers, unless you count smoking out of my ass
Do you Swear:yessum. a bit too much
Do you Sing:yeah, but i think i made several people deaf
Do you Shower Daily:yes
Have you Been in Love:i think, but who knows
Do you want to go to College:i am going dumb fuck, but i dont want to
Do you want to get Married:of course
Do you belive in yourself:no, but i want to
Do you get Motion Sickness:umm idk. get sick in long warm car rides in the backseat and on carni rides
Do you think you are Attractive:idk
Are you a Health Freak:no
Do you get along with your Parents:yes, most of the time
Do you like Thunderstorms:sure?
Do you play an Instrument:i wish
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:nope
In the past month have you Smoked:i did say i dont smoke
In the past month have you been on Drugs:acid....j/p
In the past month have you gone on a Date:i guess?
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:the mall in the koalas kitchen
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:if cod ball counts
In the past month have you been on Stage:no, i have no boxers
In the past month have you been Dumped:nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:i guess
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:koalas virginity
Ever been Drunk:yes, dont plan on t again tho
Ever been called a Tease:no, thank the lord
Ever been Beaten up:nope
Ever Shoplifted:just now
How do you want to Die:happy
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:pshchologist of some sort
What country would you most like to Visit:new zealand or italy
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:blue
Favourite Hair Color:shamrocks
Short or Long Hair:i like hair that can be used as overalls
Height:pi
Weight:pi times 2
Best Clothing Style:that they wear what they want, not the latest fashion
Number of Drugs I have taken:none
Number of CDs I own:1/2
Number of Piercings:22.999786
Number of Tattoos:dragon
Number of things in my Past I Regret:1

CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!


got back from sheilas cottage. twas fun. i have a new stereo thingy. tis cool. and red. frog meat. im tired. dave is a good friend. koala is too. i really like leigh. go home now
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News Report [18 Jun 2005|12:33am]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | chili peppers ]

Anchorman: "hello detroit, today our very own Patty O'Furniture is going to be interviewing the infamous steven licavoli on the very vague topic of life. take it away patty..."
Patty: "thank you ron, but now you are about to hear the story of a true american. he bleeds red, white, and blue (mostly red) and he is about to give a new definition to the word 'vague'. im here now with steve licavoli, local lemonade stand entreprenuer and the first actual professional mootch."
Steve: "hi patty"
Patty: "hi steve. now, let us get started by you telling us your position on religion"
Steve: "well patty, its quite simple for me. being in the lemonade stand business for 15 years now i have seen many people, all of which had a variety of religious beliefs. my personal opinion on religion is, in a way, a double feature. youhave the people who grow up wih their religion and had it forced on them by their parents. these people never really give religion a second thought, but they are teh same people who are avidly pro-catholic or pro-jewish. i say people should give this whole topic of religion a nice long thinking on. people shouldnt believe in somehting just because they were brought up with it. you wont be shunned by society if you think. an dnow for the double feature: people that lead crappy lives choose one of two paths. one of the paths is the path o fthe pessimist and depressed batsard that people usually dislike due to the 'down' nature. the other path is that of religious belief. by believing in a specific religion you are offered hope, hope is something that makes all people feel safe and secure. the idea that you may actually have a life after death is quite intriguing, i agree. but i dont let it fool me. i believe religion was formed to set a standard of morals for humans to follow and i think it has done a decent job at regulating morals. still, the people that follow their religions can be very immoral at times. but that is another argument.
Patty: "what is your perception on how people treat each other?"
Steve: "simplified, i would have to say its damn shitty the way people treat each other. i hear people actually say to their friends that they can't be friends or be around a certain person because that person is ugly. that makes me sick. you ugly if you think like that. your ugly where it counts, on the inside. its not like we can choose whether to be ugly or beautiful when we are born, patty. do you know what i mean? if i could choose i would be ugly. just because i wouldnt want to be friends with all o fthe conceited people that think they are better than everyone else. and why do jocks always get away with everything? randy moss runs over an old lady and cant even pronounce a phrase in the english language without fucking up and he gets more money than the president, not to mention that he wasnt fully repremanded for his crime. i myself am a clumsy good for nothing idiot and i have had to suffer for it. if i could i would have chosen to be athletic and i probably would have chosen to know how to kiss right, to make my face look normal, to amek my feet and such in proportion to my body. i wish i could speak the english language properly, but, patty, i cant. so lets blame me for it? it doesnt make sense. i have enough to worry about trying to mooch change off of the de la salle lunch table to get my new computer and by having this added hatred lifted onto my shoulders to increase the burden that i am carrying is just too much.
Patty: "what would you say is the best feeling in life? and not to mention what you think the worst feeling is also."
Steve: "well, i can answer both questions with one word patty: love. its the best feeling ever, but when something happens to break your heart you feel absolutely terrible. and im not just including siginficant others with this emotion of love, patty, im including friends, family, etc. you know, people get in relationships; they go wrong and people freak out an di hear, 'i dont wanna fall in love again, its too painful,' but all that time you are in love. you are in love with your friend whos shoulder you are using to cry on.
Patty: "so are you saying to find love is worth it, even after a bad relationship?"
Steve: "yes, patty, i am. never give up. its simple. why waste time moping around? move on. dont live in the past, use the past to improve the future.
Patty: "if there were one animal you could make hot love to in the country of istanbul, which animal would it be?"
Steve: "i had a feeling you would ask that. hmm, i guess i would have to choose between a siberian tiger, mainly because they cant get dirty, and a mongoose, only because i likle the way thier name looks when spelt out."
Patty: "thank you for your time steve."
Steve: "not a problem patty."
Patty: "back to you ron."
Anchorman: "that interview moved me to the other side of my couch, but that is besides the point. dont forget to miss part two f the interview so you can have your friends tape it for you and have you watch it later on thursday night when you usually watch pornography. good afternoon detroit. im ron burgandy? no, seriosuly, is that who i am supposed to be? interesting....

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i am a happy boy! [16 Jun 2005|01:06am]
[ mood | pleased ]
[ music | =w= ]

Theme songs of your life
by eponine
your name?
love song:tiny dancer - elton john
depressing song:scar tissue - red hot chili peppers
party song:wrong way - sublime
what-the-hell-ever song:just like a pill - pink
your lifelose yourself - eminem
Quiz created with MemeGen!
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[14 Jun 2005|04:58pm]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | sublime ]

so, me and leigh are going out now. leave it to me to pick the genius corny ideas, lol. and leave it to sheila to pick the wrong candy. he he. now how bout sum of this? i pulled my hamstring. your welcome, i knew u wanted some. some desert? ok, i have a kazoo. thank you, ive been cooking that for 5 hours for you. best thing is that i gotta go to work tonight even though i pulled my hamstring, it will kinda be tough.

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[14 Jun 2005|12:14am]
[ mood | sympathetic ]
[ music | gd ]

some more lyrics that are quality. if you want try voting on which one u think has better lyrics. the first one is by streetlight manifesto and the second is by weezer. again, i recommend downloading these songs.


"The Big Sleep"

why do we cry when you know how the story ends?
how can you laugh when you know that it hurts your friends?
we've all been there once but you never left
this is me coming back back to get you out
to say goodbye to make amends
i'm not leaving this place
unless i'm leaving with you
you're the only person with a half decent heart here
and i know you will put it to use
until it's gone, gone, gone
gone, gone, gone
gone, gone, gone, gone, gone, yeah

na, na, na...

when as you close your eyes for the big sleep
i hope you think of me

na, na, na...

and if you go, i'll be gone
and you'll be left alone to live your life, as you please
but someday you'll agree that i was always meant for you
you were always meant for me and you will see: that you're impossible
you're impossible
you're impossible
you're impossible

me and mr. dylan on the ride home
we had a heart to heart about life
but neither him or me could decide for ourselves if we wanted to outlive that night
like two children on the playground of the unconfessed souls
abandoned by our mothers and our lovers and our foes
if only we were brave enough to live the lives we stole
what a wonderful world this could be!

na, na, na...

when as you close your eyes for the big sleep
i hope you think of me

na, na, na...

and if you go, i'll be gone
and you'll be left alone to live your life, as you please
but someday you'll agree that i was always meant for you
you were always meant for me and you will see: that you're impossible
you're impossible
you're impossible
you're impossible

so how many more examples until we break?
how many sacrifices must we make?
because we've all been there once before
and it looks like we've returned once more
so is this the beginning or the end?

the last two soldiers on the battlefield
survivors of the war
they aim at one another while their mothers beg the lord
"if you're listening, i'm missing him
so somehow bring him home
how did it come to this?"
so the soldiers lift their rifles
they're aiming at the head
they think of their first love before they take their final breaths
and some where in the distance they hear something someone said: "how did it come to this?"

when as you close your eyes for the big sleep
i hope you think of me, yeah

na, na, na...

when as you close your eyes for the big sleep
i hope you think of me

na, na, na...



"Butterfly"

Yesterday I went outside
With my momma's mason jar
Caught a lovely Butterfly
When I woke up today
Looked in on my fairy pet
She had withered all away
No more sighing in her breast
I'm sorry for what I did
I did what my body told me to
I didn't mean to do you harm
Everytime I pin down what I think I want
It slips away - the ghost slips away
I smell you on my hand for days
I can't wash away your scent
If I'm a dog then you're a bitch
I guess you're as real as me
Maybe I can live with that
Maybe I need fantasies
A life of chasing butterfly

I'm sorry for what I did
I did what my body told me to
I didn't mean to do you harm
Everytime I pin down what I think I want
It slips away - the ghost slips away

I told you I would return
When the robin makes his nest
But I ain't never coming back
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry

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i guess it's / not fair / for me to / not care [12 Jun 2005|02:07am]
[ mood | curious ]
[ music | a better place, a better time - streetlight manifesto ]

you ever hear a song that has amazing lyrics that just move you and you get a strange emotional feeling when you hear them? well, every once in a while i will be posting lyrics to songs and i suggest that you download the song that i will be posting the lyrics of. tonight i start with, of course, streetlight manifesto. here you go:

"A Better Place, A Better Time"

and so she wakes up
in time to break down
she left a note up on the dresser
and she's right on time
you don't know anything
right or wrong
i said i know
and she said so
i want to panic
but i've had it
so i go
you don't owe anything to anyone

but don't take your life
because it's all that you've got
you'd be better off just up and leaving
if you don't think they will stop

and when you wake up
everything is going to be fine
i guarantee that you wake up in a better place
and in a better time
so you're tired of living
and you feel like you might give in
well don't
it's not your time

looking through the paper today
looking for a specific page
don't want to find her full name followed by dates
because when i left her alone
she made a sound, like a moan
"you're known by everyone for everything you've done"
fuck buying flowers for graves
i'd rather buy you a one way non-stop
to anywhere
find anyone
do anything
forget and start again, love
she said she won't go
and that's that
it hurts too much to stand by
you've got to stop and draw a line
and everyone here has to choose a side tonight
the moment of truth is haunting you
don't forget your family
regardless of what you choose to do
you can't decide
and they're screaming "why won't you?"
i'll start the engine but i can't take this ride for you
i'll draw the bath and i'll load your gun
but i hope so bad that you bathe and hunt

annie's tired of forgetting about today and always planning for tomorrow (tomorrow)
annie says "the saddest day i came acrosss was when i learned that life goes on without me" (without me)
annie says "if everyone has someone else, then i ain't got nobody's love to save me" (save me)
annie says "i think i'll pass away tonight, because it seems i'll never get it right if it's just me" (just me)

and when you wake up
everything is going to be fine
i guarantee that you wake up in a better place
and in a better time
so you're tired of living
and you feel like you might give in
well don't
it's not your time

annie says she wouldn't mind if they never find a cure for all her problems (her problems)
annie says as long as she has someone near to make it clear she does not need to solve them (solve them)
"oh, this loneliness is killing me
it's filling me with anger and resentment (resentment)
i'm turning into someone that i never thought i'd have to be again"

and when you wake up
everything is going to be fine
i guarantee that you wake up in a better place
and in a better time
so you're tired of living
and you feel like you might give in
well don't
it's not your time

annie's tired of forgetting about today and always planning for tomorrow (tomorrow)
annie says "the saddest day i came acrosss was when i learned that life goes on without me" (without me)
annie says "if everyone has someone else, then i ain't got nobody's love to save me" (save me)
annie says "i think i'll pass away tonight, because it seems i'll never get it right if it's just me" (just me)

and when you wake up
everything is going to be fine
i guarantee that you wake up in a better place
and in a better time
so you're tired of living
and you feel like you might give in
well don't
it's not your time

and even if it was
i wouldn't let you go
you could run run run run but i will follow close
someday you will say "that's it, that's all"
but i'll be waiting there with open arms to break your fall
i know that you think that you're on your own
but just know that i'm here
and i'll lead you home
if you let me
she said "forget me"
but i can't

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you say you've got the answers but i made no inquiries [11 Jun 2005|02:44am]
[ mood | pleased ]
[ music | streetlight manifesto ]

holy shit. the streetlight manifesto concert kicked major ass. they were fuckin awesome as hell. they basically played their whole cd, "everything goes numb" and a couple songs from catch 22's, "keasby nights". its nice to see that tomas kalnoky can still kick major ass. for those that dont know, he was lead vocalist for catch 22 in the keasby nights days, but made streetlight manifesto now that catch has a new vocalist. and i swear i eard most of my favorites, like "a better place, a better time", "point/counterpoint", "the big sleep", "a moment of silence", "everyhting went numb", "heres to life", "failing, flailing", "we are the few", "if and when we rise", an dthen of course some offa keasby nights like "9mm and a 3 piece suit", and "keasby nights". man was it fuckin hot in there. jesus zuess. streetlight played so well and then when they were done me and like 15 other kids got up on stage and started a "one more song" chant. and streetlight came out again and played one more song!!! man that made my fuckin day. there were some jack asses breaking beer bottles on the ground. they shouldnt have fuckin been there, they didnt even wanna come see streetlight. i bought a streetligth t-shirt, its pretty sweet. ummm. i bought a poster and got that biatch autographed, although i couldnt find kalnoky :/ but tis all good, i got 3 of the bands members. good enough for me. it was a lotta fun skankin on stage too. dave lost his damn wallet with 70 bux and a 25 dollar check. not to mention his liscence and a credt card an dall that jizz. all in all though, the concert kicked major fuckin ass and me, larry, dave, and koala had shitloads of fun. did i mention it was hot as hell? cuz it was. we got home at 2 am. lol. im still nto tired. but ima try to sleep. i got work tomorrow, and i dont think ill be able to work, i feel like my legs are gunna fall off. i might call in tomorrow.

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i guess i was tagged. so here is what my spare time is used for [08 Jun 2005|10:44pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | streetlight manifesto - the big sleep ]

I've been tagged, so...

Six of my favortie songs are...

greatest hits - sublime
dead leaves and the dirty ground - white stripes
soul to squeeze - red hot chili peppers
photograph - weezer
santeria - sublime
scarlet begonias - grateful dead

i tag:
schrome
sheila
ktg
kristin
andrea
bean(you never specified no tagbacks, he he)


NO TAGBACKS I DONT WANNA HAVE TO DO THIS AGAIN

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i'm shakin at your touch, i like you way too much. my baby, i'm afraid that i'm falling for you [08 Jun 2005|12:20am]
[ mood | restless ]
[ music | blue orchid - the white stripes ]

01. reply with your name and I will write something I like about you.
02. I will then tell what song/movie/icon reminds me of you.
03. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, I'll tell you what it would be.
04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
07. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
08. Put this in your journal

oh man, i am bored to be putting this in here. i hate work. i hate my god damn job so much. my hours suck. i dont fuckin wanna grow up. fuck u world. this weekend could be good if i grow some cojones. i wish life werent so complicated. i wish i could just stay with all of my friends for eternity. i dont want to die, even though it can happen to me at any time. i dont know what i would do if i ever lost anyone close to me. ummm. plans for the rest of the week anyone? ok, here it goes. (does anyone read this thing anymore?) tomorrow work from 5-10, thursday prolly hangin out with leigh, sheila, koala, and the crew (what am i, on a ship or something?) friday hang out with friends until 7 ish when i will then proceed to get my skank on with fellow rudies larry, koala, and phehole. saturday i work from 3-10, ill prolly be available after work for hangage. sunday i work, but idk if its from 9-3 or 3-7. after work ill be able to hang out. ummm. oh yes. today was interesting when me and sheila decided to swap shirts at leigh's house. her mom comes in and me and sheila have to switch shirts really fast and it just so happens sheila is fuckin slow as hell at putting on shirts so im running out of leighs bedroom and sheila is still half in a shirt when leighs mom walks in the bedroom. lol, it looked kinda sexual. but its all good cuz i just blamed everythign on koala. who, by the way, told me to take my shoes off, psh, i knew i shoulda kept 'em on. so koala is on leigh's moms bad side now i bet, he he. if its any compensation i think koala looks fine to dine with in larry's ex glasses that were broken by leigh. until the 'morrow my fellow cans of paint thinner.

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Lions, tigers, and bears! Oh my! (its a good thing we are a pack of velociraptors.) [06 Jun 2005|02:20pm]
[ mood | its friggin hot out!!! ]
[ music | ben folds - rockin the suburbs ]

hmmm. so im in a good mood lately. me and davie jones just bought ourselves the reel big fish tickets that we desired ever so much. sheila is buying them from ticket master for larry, herself, koala, and mike. phil g is prolly going too. and not to mention schrome is gunna go also. so yay to that shit. the streetlight concert is this saturday, i have to take fuckin work off cuz they scheduled me from 3-10 that day, even though i told them not to schedule me saturdays cuz i have hockey. so so far its me, dave, phil g, and koala for that concert. larry and mike may go, but who the fuck knows with them. i guess there has been some confusion, heh, but im still happy it got done and all that jiz. yes, i do change topic fast. hmmm, yummy, i have work. from 5- 10. i also work wednesday, sat(im fixing that due to concert), and sunday. so ill be free tuesday, thursday, and friday. sum1 decided to be an idiot and got me and davie jones out of lakeviews lunch period. hurray for them. in this book called life you shouldnt be rereading old chapters. its not like im bugging you or anything. are you gunna break down everytime i appear or something? it really shouldnt be that big of a deal.

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